Fetus Collection Manga

I don't know what Japanese Manga-ka has been smoking but this manga is totally out of the world!

So apparently, there's this girl living somewhere on earth, and according to her she has no aim/goal in life so she tries to have fun by engaging herself in sexual relationships with different men aka one night stand.

When she found out she was pregnant she quickly went to the hospital for an abortion. While waiting for her turn she noticed women also waiting in line, and for some reason, she can see the fetuses clinging onto their mother's head. She saw she also have somewhat 5 fetuses hanging on her head which corresponds to how many abortion she been through~
Upon her way home she met her old college rival, Sanako and they talked about how lame to only have few aborted babies while she has like 7+ and was proud how wretch she is.

So the story revolves to that theme. You can read the manga and check it out yourself *~HERE~*

Yapo's Opinion!:
What the FUCK. I actually don't know what to say *stares blankly at laptop* As you can see Im spending my Christmas vacation here in province and Im having all the PEACEFUL things inside my head, been watching way too many Ken Watanabe movies and absorbing every moral lesson I can learn. And then, I'd stumble into this too-freaky-for-me-manga.
As an artist ( I consider myself as one,HOHO) I understand the let's-think-out-of-the-box thingy~ But as a person, I strongly believe and support morals. I don't have any problems on abortion as long as you have no other choice but to abort the child but doing abortion in the name of "I am the mother of abortion and I can abort as many as I want!!!". LOL no. Sorry. Who would want THAT?thats all. thank you aaaaaaaaaand...


......Advance Happy New Year EVERYONE!

CI #1

Hello! After some days of what seemed to be forever, here I am again updating my blog! December is a really busy month for me or most of us filipinos, cuz we have unending preparations for holidays~
Well I won't be staying for long typing how my holidays went, instead I made a compilation of outfits I find
interesting from magazine scans. I hope I can stick to the plan to make this a regular post at least once a month.

This little segment on my blog aims to help me mix and match outfits and help me shop for specific pieces, because I have this habit of buying whatever I find pretty and interesting w/o thinking if it would go well with other clothes.I thought this is a good idea too.

CI stands for coordinate inspirations lol.I first seen this concept from Chouzuru and thought it was a good idea so decided to make my own.

click to see better~

from Rakuten~

So next time I head to my fave thrift shop I know what pieces to find~ hehe.

update before xmas!

Haven't able to blog often, Im currently staying at my hometown and internet isn't very stable~ Also I just stay on our place helping out on our mini store, doing chores and stuffs. But I'm happy I get to be with my sister everyday. Yesterday we distributed some gifts to our relatives also around this town, its nice to see them again. There's so much to catch up on, but hopefully we'll be seeing each other at the annual reunion w/c Dec. 25~

Everyday is a little bit boring since I can't do what I usually do, go out malling or go to Bry's place and chill out but its ok.
I ate a lot of candies today out of boredom and now I have a bad feeling of sore throat~ T.T I hope it doesn't go too serious.

also I removed my keitai's deco just awhile ago, out of boredom too.

Toycon Christmas Fair

I enjoyed yesterday's visit at SM Megamall to attend their last convention for this year!(＝⌒▽⌒＝) As usual, my boyfriend was my event partner. I tag him along and he was very kind to take photos of me with other people!

We took a lot of photos but Im not uploading them all here, I'll just post the highlights of this day for me о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆ I also bought some stuffs from the event, my boyfriend slightly got pissed because he said I was spending too much for unnecessary things! LOL he's right about that but oh well its Christmas anyways ≧(´▽｀)≦

With Camila and her twin lolita friend~ they totally stood out from the crowd, Im so happy to see her in person, she's very pretty!

Im so stupid why didn't I asked for his name?And how do you ask for a guy's name when you're with your bf? He's cool and very approachable~ I could've ask for his blog or something lol.

Me and Mhaiko and our matching outfits! Shizzz! I look soo noob with her LOL but she's tons more stunning in person. I hope we could hang out some more before she returns to Japan. She was very kind to offer company with me coz I told her I might go alone.

Me and Bryan's first purikura together!Haha he was so nervous he dont know how to operate the machine LOL I told him to calm down but the machine was malfunctioning all of a sudden~ Instead of getting 4 print outs we only got 2 which is very disappointing since its quite expensive.

Moving on to my new buys~here they are: 

polka dots and lacy long sleeves I bought from Kleng's booth, 150php

animal print hat 200php

i bought this as a gift for my sister. same price!

pink earmuffs 150php because I have this lifelong dream cosplaying my pico

fancy fashion goggles 250php

I guess that's all~ haha, Im sorry this post is too long, I've been hiatus for some days sorry!~ Overall I really enjoy going to cons mainly because there's a lot of good stuffs and people to meet! Not to mention its the only place where I didn't get weird looks from people. haha! ~

just another post

last day of finals week (or at least for me) hi there christmas~ haven't blog for days,there's nothing much going on except the piling frustrations in my life /not serious frustrations though, just your common teenager tantrum. Yesterday I dropped by Etude again to claim my prize from winning their Nail Art Contest. Hm.. Went out with Bryan too and ate at PizzaHut. We can't decide on what to give each other this Christmas. Haha but I have an idea what to give him.

yet another Etude House find~

Went to Etude House again a couple of days ago! LOL I hate it when I'm so upset and I can't get a hold of myself from shopping D:
But oh if its the only way I can forget my problems and drown them in my memories then WHY NOT（/TДT)/

Lovely Cookie Blusher & VIP Dear darling lipstick 007

Both in pink color~ it's my first time to buy pink cosmetics cuz most of my make up are just hand-me-downs from my cousins, that's why I have few macs and shu eumura inside my pouch, Im just not sure if they're already expired or what HAHA! (＞_＜)

Lovely Cookie Blusher from Etude House

Aside from their very cute packaging, I also love the tiny cushiony puff that comes with it, attached is a very small ribbon. Kyaaaa...!!! I thought only infants has the right to have such cute,pure white and soft stuffs~ I'm crying with cuteness! It's like applying pink baby powder to my cheeks! GAH! Life's simple pleasures! (＞_＜)

im not sinful, im pure like a virgin.

Was just slightly disappointed with how pale the color is when applied to my skin, obviously not for uber aggressive pink cheeks.

VIP Girl Dear Darling Lipstick 007 from Etude House

As usual I like the packaging, esp the chain prints and crowns. But what I love most about it is of course, the color.

I love how its not matte unlike my other lipsticks, it's not shiny either. I don't like applying so much shine + gloss to my lips that it actually looks like its gonna drip from my lips to my chin anytime.

me, using the products~

I already used the products on my previous post but then here is another one with the poofy puff from the cookie blusher. Excuse the uneven application of bottom lashes, I'm still trying to perfect them.
bottom lashes are also from Etude House (underlash) as well as my upper lashes(volume)

Review: BabyDoll Blue Circle Lenses

BabyDoll Blue/King Size Blue/Hyper Nudy Blue whatever you might call it, it looks freakin same and confusing. The reason behind it are the brands.  They're from different brands but just looks exactly the same.
Last thursday I received my own pair from JapaneseCandy for only P500 ($11.48) cheap neh?It's the reason why I keep coming back to them.Plus, the very fast shipping.

Okay, my first name revealed (ﾉ_-｡). I don't like my name Maria, lol wtf that is soo not my personality. Plus Maria is just sooo common and HOLY lol overrated name indeed.

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Lens usage: 1 year
Shelf life: 3 years
Manufacturer/ Place of origin: South Korea
Diameter: 14.5mm
Water Content: 38%

I love how bright the colors are and was expecting something really RAWWR factor in it. I'm not a fan of natural looking lenses, I want somrthing bold, adventurous and dolly without looking like an anime. I just want to have that striking stare. LOL.

COLOR: ★★★★★
Well uhm.. kinda OK, where did the strong color go? It became darker since it blended with my iris. I've read many reviews about this and they're absolutely happy how subtle and unnoticeable it looks from afar. If you like natural looking ones then this is for you.
COMFORT:★★★★★
 I'am surprised how I am much comfortable with this pair than my first. They don't dry up easily or itch on me, plus,they really hold on to their places and doesn't move much compared to my 1st.
ENLARGEMENT:★★★★★
Disappointed. lol maybe because my first circle lense, Sakura Brown, really gave me the ILLUSION of bigger eyes due to its thick black frame and contrasting color, black and light brown.But if you have a relatively small eyes then I'm pretty sure this won't give you a weird or alien-much effect.
OVERALL: ★★★★★★★★★★

JapaneseCandy will also be selling 15mm lenses probably next year, I'm very excited!

thoughts and thoughts

I have nothing else to post since its our finals week at school and holidays is just around the corner (＾～＾) I can't be posting here either. But I have this 'artist's BLOCK' until now and I just can't be bothered with anything productive at school. I just want to be invisible (Ｔ▽Ｔ;)

I actually have many things going on in my life and mind, the only way I can forget about them is by blogging. As much as I want to vent here about my problems and such, I'm kinda shy actually, also I can't imagine myself writing it here and feeling sorry for myself about things I usually fail to do. I don't need pity, I need help. I think I need professional help. I also have this problem finding it hard to confess things deep inside my mind to anyone, even to my closest friend,sister or boyfriend or parent/s.

You know, I have friends because we share a lot of things in common, we share so unforgettable moments and its just they're type of friends that is for good times. I have a really good sister who's always there for me but of course she also has her own problems and we only see each other almost 4x a month. And dont get me wrong I have a wonderful boyfriend, very supportive and he's always there when he's got no classes and watch movies with me and he loves me so much,but sometimes I think he's not capable of helping me out with these problems thus, he'll just feel worthless and so on (he's not worthless, I don't know why I cant tell him.Pride? Shy?)

Or maybe I just had enough from those people whom I trusted but just let me down so many times and I just don't wanna expect anymore from them and same goes with the people I'll meet in the future..

All these problems, all these thoughts, its all making me fat and ugly.I don't wanna think anymore, maybe I'll just go shopping again tomorrow.

Review: Revlon PhotoReady

my first review everrrr. （‐＾▽＾‐）I got Revlon PhotoReady in 006 Medium Beige last Monday and was requested to write my own review about it. It's my first time so, without further ado, here it is:

Comes in a very light weight glass bottle. It consumes too much space on my make-up pouch though.

Claims:

• A perfected airbrushed skin in any light
• Complete coverage
• Oil free, fragrance free

This amount covered my whole face already! (≡^∇^≡) This bottle will go a very long waaay I suppose.

Ahaha, I think I blended it too much I can't see it anymore, first I thought its too light for my skin but I'm obviously wrong.

My Take: I think it covered some of my spots and evened out my skin tone, I used my fingers to blend them in. Its actually very light, and matched my skin color very much, that even if I tried thicker application it just keeps on covering more spots but still gives me a very natural look.

I'm also very pleased with its matte finish, I tried a lot of foundations before (etude house is that you??) but some has this shimmer or glitter in them that I just really don't dig (￣_￣ i) Also Im very impressed how long wearing this product is, so happy I followed miss Thanh's advice about this product! This is the best foundation I've used so far~

Over all Rating: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ 

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I did not photoshop any of these photos, I just added watermarks and some photo captions for easy understandings, also I wrote this review with all my honest opinion~

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Also on a very irrelevant note, I finally received the circle lenses me and sister ordered at Japanesecandy. I  gained some confidence and will be posting reviews from time to time~ 

Girls fighting over boys

Hello gals, today I wanna know your opinion and reactions to these 2videos I'll be sharing with you. I'm making this post simply because it got me thinking what if I was one of the girls from these videos. What should I do? What is the right thing to do? What is the RIGHT and KICKASS thing to do to handle the situation?
I really need to know what you have to say, since I'm very interested on this topic~

Please watch and observe carefully

First vid is what I call "Japanese Style"


2nd vid is what I call "Filipina Style"


You might find the video funny at first, but I'm more ALARMED and PISSED OFF. In my opinion, situations shouldn't be handled like that and it looks fucking CHEAP and STUPID. But I can't totally defend my opinion, why? because I've never experienced it (and I don't ever wanna)I don't know how it feels to be cheated face to face or whatever.
But what if something similar to this happens to me? What should I do?
DO feel free to express your point of view!

new falsies and foundation

Hello there! It's our finals week and I don't know why am still in chill mode when I'm supposed to be cramming over my research paper. Ugh, I hate that subject most, research writing. I like to gossip and all but not research writing for goodness sake!
Anyway, I'm very happy, last weekend I found out my sister also wants her own contact lenses, and wants to know how to wear them (*^▽^*) ~ Goodluck to you sister Faye, big sister is proud of you! HAHA! I dont know why Im making a big deal out of it. Im just so excited for her!
Again I ordered from Japanesecandy and paid it just today. And I just can't help but to buy some other stuffs from the mall too (〃∇〃)

Some cheap lashes,new foundation and a make up sponge. The lashes' name is what I find very funny, they call it: Fabulashes LOLOL! sorry im so easy to make fun of product names (>.<)

fabulashes

close up of my new cheap ass lashes, pls give a round of applause forr....................FABULASHES!!! whahahahahahah!!!!!okay sorry. haha! I just find it really silly but I can't wait to try em out! I hope it lives up to its name.

Revlon PhotoReady 006

oh I was surprised how expensive this is! But I can feel something good about it..Besides, Miss Thanh is using same product and made a really persuasive review about this hehe! I found myself buying Revlon PhotoReady in 006 medium beige.

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also I found a very very nice white dress that would perfectly go well with my kan kan hat.. but I didn't get it. I wish I did though 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ but oh I could just drop by there again and buy it. haha!

And good news you guys! I actually bagged 2nd place at Etude NailArt contest! Was aiming for 1st place of course but you know things happen for a reason haha! I ended up being 2nd place, not that im complaining but Im bit disappointed with myself... cuz I thought that whatever I want to do/to be, if I put all my heart and effort to it,then I'll get whatever I want. But maybe I'm wrong. LOL why am I so emotional all of a sudden. But uhm its sad, I was actually mad at first, and I just can't believe im losing with a low quality photo of a submitted nail art. But of course there's no use being all emo with just some pile of make-up as prizes.

I just want to thank all the people who helped me out, I hope I didn't disappoint you guys!
Shall leave a picophoto from today ^^

Happy Holidays everyone

Yhansy at the Festival Bazaar

It's official, Yhansy Manila is my new fave accessory shop to date! Not only their products have reasonable prices but also unique and truly pretty! ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ I wish they have a branch near where I live though! (-з-)

Anyway, I went to Festival Mall last monday just cause I heard they have a stall there at the Metro Christmas Bazaar. I bought a kan kan hat and a romper (≧▽≦) So happy!

~Yapo recommends this shop and is PERFECT for this Holiday!!

Kan kan hat from Yhansy Manila

Animal Print Romper also from Yhansy Manila

romper detail

I know these are summer corde but I just can't help it, also, it's not cold here. Philippine's weather is slightly changing every year. I can remember my high school days and we really know December's coming because of cold breeze swooshing inside our classrooms. Also people seem to be busier and busier every year, or is it just me aging up and all?

Anyway, if I won't be able to find an animal print one piece to wear this Toycon Xmas Party (Dec. 17,2010) I might wear this corde (sorry Mhaiko, I'll do my best to look for something more 'winter themed' outfit).

Me, trying them out~

Close up (*＾ー＾)ノ

Announcement!!
My friend: Anz Falcon, also a gyaru and an excellent make-up guru is having 1k followers giveaway on her blog! Check her blog and join her giveaway, also, if you happen to like her very much please like her official fan page on FB! She's also planning to conduct a nail art contest soon!

that's all for now~ Happy Holidays!